float all over the world just to see him againbut I won't show or feel any painwell i changed the her to him .

-coldplay     that ugly beautiful feeling is here again , i hate it .

I AM FUCKING DELUSIONAL 

until now , I hope I'm not .

but still, I'm in a total control of my self . 

still ain't a crazy bitch . 

Rain

RAIN 

what do you feel when u see rain ?
some people hate it . 
I never hate rain , and ever I will not . 
I need rain , I want rain and I love rain . 
Rain is a pleasure .
A gift from god .
be it stormy or softly , 
I love it .
It may be cold dealing with it , but it warms your heart .
Seeing the raindrops falling hard or gently , 
It soothes me .
The thunder excite me , pull me under my blankets .
Imagining and wondering .
If it soft , I want to touch it , I want to play .
If it storm , I'll explore new world under my blanket .
So do you see and any harm ?
The rain is a beautiful beautiful thing . 



fatimah azzahrah

worlds apart

Lyrics to Worlds Apart :

Some day you will find me
I haven't gone too far
I miss the way we were back then
How we laughed
I can feel you in my heart
There's a world in your eyes I can see it getting brighter
All the hours that we turned into days
We were young seemed like life would go on last forever
All I had was you by my side

Some day you will answer
Remember how we were
When all our hopes and dreams
Floated in the air
I feel it in my heart
I can feel you in my heart
That's the way that it was in the past you remember
When we ran through the wind and the rain
We were young seemed like life would go on last forever

Now everything has changed.

p/s: bold cause it's what i'm feeling .

yeppp ,  i'm a hopeless romantic . 

Almost lover

this song . haih . this song . describes every little thing about me and my personal life , haha . personal life . funny phrase.
The fact that this song is exactly what i'm going through right now , it's insane . It's a perfect song to describe my every feelings towards that someone .

but i'm an idiot for i have not turn my back fully towards you .

i could've have been a princess

you'd be my king , could have a castle and wore a ring , but no , you let me go .

haha , that got nothing to do with what i'm about to say . the picture above is one of my assignments , apparently , I have to reshoot . but then again , something i will not do . It's not like I'm not taking my assignment seriously , is just that , to go the right place at a right time (base on the requirement needed to shoot the perfect light trail photography according to the lecture ) , is not easy . I mean the perfect time is after the sunset , my mom will surely blow letting me go . And as a muslim , I need to perform a prayer during that time . I can't skip that .

anyway , I just bought a copy of the world's greatest band , Coldplay's latest album , and it's worth my money buying it . I keep listening and singing the songs , I'm not sure if my roomates are okay with it . haha . I just can't help but to enjoy the songs the fullest . sorry guys . :D

and I have TONS of assignment ! how can i ever be a princess ? :(

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,

fatimah azzahrah :)

woah .

ATAH , I love you so so so much !

wow oh wow . now memang dah lama gilalah kan tak update . dah berkulat dah blog ni , first memang malas , pastu busy tak memasal ,gila gila , memang banyak tragedy yang telah terjadi . banyak sangat , yang paling sedih adalah nenek saya Dato' Wan Rafidah Wan Ahmad Rasdi a.k.a ATAH ,telah kembali ke rahmatullah , in April this year , and now it's September , when my grandmother starts to get really ill , i stopped blogging for a moment , cause i just can never concentrate in what to write , i cry and i cry and i cry hoping that she will get better . On her last day , all family members were by her side , i was holding her hand , watching her lips slowly turning blue and her heart beat slowly decreased to zero , it was rather sad , a memory i can never forget . Eventhough she's not physically with us anymore , she will always be in my heart , it take me one whole month to get through and continue what i'm supposed to be doing , she miss seeing me going into university . ok , i'm feeling like crying right now , gosh , only Allah knows how i miss her !

Now , i'm studying in Multimedia University , it has not been a great experience for me , but i'm doing well , assignments banyak gila ,i dont know what happened to humanity , it's like killing ! , banyak sangat sampai tak terurus diri ni hah ! my first sem is almost over , another 2 weeks , then i'll be having my three weeks holiday ! YAY ! am gonna spent ma time like a crazy women !

First ,i will try , yes , to finish reading The well between the worlds , it will take me ages to finish it , so gonna push myself , and then i'm going to read Ash , and then i'm going to do lots of painting , and maybe have a trip to Bandung oh and continue my driving licencse , sheesh , hate that last activity .

i think that's all for now ,

me going to sleep ,

good sleep folks :)

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,

fatimah azzahrah :)

she & him

okay , first i heard about them was a long time ago when i literally spend 24/7 of my time on the computer , and that was back at the i can't remember when . i think zooey deschanel and m.ward makes good partner cause they both are talented ! usually when actress turn singer , they sucked , but zooey , she rules !

Get Well soon my beloved ATAH !

and i'm here with a card of cartoons ,

so please GET WELL SOON !

May ALLAH bless her in every way .

i love you Atah , and we miss you !

yours sincerely ,

your grand daughter ,

Fatimah Azzahrah :)

hye

heyy , it's been a while since i haven't posted any posts cause i'm so damn malas , so , between the last post and this one , banyak gila benda tak cerita , i mean , i just got back from aussie last month , and result spm dah keluar , pastu dah experience rasa drive kereta , my grandma is sick ( still is , please get well soon atah !) , i was kidnapped by my guys , haha ( diorang taknak bgtau pergi manaaaa , kuang ajo ) , but still it was fun ! , and loads of other happenings .

i miss my friends so mucho mucho . eventhough , setiap hari ( takdela setiap hari , nk kata hiperbola pun boleh juga ) muka diorang la yg bertenggek depan mata ni , tapi saya sayang sangat sangat kat diorang cause after amik result SPM tu mcm sedih sikit and diorang lahh yg buat saya senyum dan ketawa mcm tiada apa2 pun yg berlaku , oh talking about spm , saya punya result ok-ok je , tak teruk and tak lah bagus mana , and Alhamdullilah takda fail :) , dan saya bersyukur kepada Allah s.w.t utk result saya , cause i was a lil' bit shocked , cause saya takdelah belajar gila2 mcm kawan2 saya ( diorang 7 A ke atas , hebat kan ? but they deserve it ) , tapi saya still dapat mcm tu kira oklah , taknaklah bgtau berapa , heh :p . Allah has a greater plan for me :)

tapi , honestly , i was a bit annoyed dkt siapa yg tak amik spm last year , and macam tanya banyak kali , berapa dapat , if i don't want to tell, i don't want lahhh . haishh , tapi last2 bgtau juga :/ , takpelah .

oklahhhh , for photos dkt aussie , or hangouts , i think next week kott , or maybe sooner , oklah , tu he , Assalamualaikum :)

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,

fatimah azzahrah :)

movies incoming

• Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows : Part 2
• beastly
• and i dunno what's the next attraction is ....

off to Australia

so ok , i never been to Perth , Australia before , and this picture were taken from google images , i'm going to the airport at 7.00pm but our flight will take off at 11.50 or 11.15 , i'm not sure . i can't eat anything dairy right now as the australian imigration will stop whoever smells like milk , i really don't know why , wait it's the dog who will stop the person smelling like milk or dairy products . i really hope i'm having fun in Australia cause i'm worrying about my SPM result :( ,

soon after i got home 14 days left , spm result will be grinning at me and said you spoil me before , so i'm going to spoil you know , menyesal x belajar bersungguh :'( . but it's too late to regret . my fault . still haven't finish packing ( a lil' bit only ) , going to finish em really soon . going to brush my teeth cause i just ate a milk bread , can't resist .

hope that i'll have fun !

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,

fatimah azzahrah :D

p/s; i'll be meeting my ex-neighbour Hazriq and Tasha at Perth as they are already there now :)

viva la liverpool

Q:it appears your first game will be at Stamford Bridge on Sunday against Liverpool.

torres (a) :It is like the destiny. It is not perfect for me but we will see what happens and I only have good words about Liverpool. They made me a top player and gave me the chance to play at the top level. I will never say anything bad about Liverpool, I have been very happy there, but now the history is different and I am playing for Chelsea. If I have the chance to play I will do my best for Chelsea and hopefully I can score

so , yeah , torres transfered from being red to a blue , i'm not really that happy , but heyy , he still thanks liverpool for what he is now , and i hope he miss liverpool after a while and then beg to play for liverpool again ! ahaha

whatever , i'm still deeply in love with liverpool !

aand liverpool , doesn't mean torres is out , you are not good anymore , all the evil quotes saying liverpool is a one man team are nothing but stupid lies , i believe in liverpool , maybe it's not their time to cover newspapers and magazines with good news ,but belive me they will , soon !and loads of magazine and newspapers .

viva la liverpool !

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,

fatimah azzahrah :D

ballet shoes

oh my , this movie was awesome , it tells you a lot of things , to be ambitious , to go after what you want , to help others , not to be selfish and loads more ! i love it , yes , i admit first i google this movie because of emma watson ,but when i watch the trailer , i wanna watch it badly because of the movie ! and i'm glad that i watched it ! for those who haven't watched this movie yet , go , now ! watch and be inspired :)

yours till the strawberry shotcake ,

fatimah azzahrah :)

august rush

yay ! i watched this movie again , as you see , i've been writing posts about movie that i've already watched because i use to watch all the movies even before i have this blog thingy , so yeah . i love this movie so much cause it's original . this movie also make me want to learn music and appreciate it deeper than ever . now , i'm really into classical musics , haha , talk about passion ? hahahha . i don't even know how to play a piano , i don't even know how to hold a guitar correctly let alone a cello or a violin . but i really want to play the piano , i've asked my parents to enroll me into piano classes since i was 11 , but my mom won't let me to , my dad want me to learn the guitar , so i was like okayy , if i can't learn the piano , learning to play the guitar won't hurt me , (eventhough i'm dying to play the piano ) , but my mom still won't let me -_- , seriously mom ? to tell the truth i'm a talent-less girl , there's nothing in this world that i can do professionally .


that's all i guess ,
bye

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,
fatimah azzahrah :D

another piece of him :D

okay so the previous video was shut down by i don't know and i don't know whyyyyyyyyy?

so i post this instead , you can't see him play cause the camera is not focusing at the pianist which played by him , Tengku Ahmad Irfan . he was blocked by the conductor and the freakishly large piano but you can still hear the sound of the piano . enjoy ;D

xoxo ,

fatimah azzahrah

MUST WATCH !( Tengku Ahmad Irfan )

Tengku Ahmad Irfan :)

talking about who ? yes i'm talking about this little boy ! dayummm , he's so talented and yet so young ! i've watched him working the piano and he worked it well , maybe way more than well , and he's a malaysian music prodigy ! and he's 12 ! there's exclamation marks on every sentence ,cause yes , i love this boy ! i love you Tengku Ahmad Irfan ! i wish could record him playing the piano and post it here , but unfortunately we are not allowed to record anything during his performance .

(that's me with him , hehehe)

(and that's me asking for his autograph :D)

hehe , i'll post his video playing the piano in the next post from you tube .

l love you !

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,

fatimah azzahrah :D

for harry potter fans :D

visit this site , i loooooooooove it :D

http://thehpalliance.org/2011/01/why-the-body-bind-is-my-nightmare/

a day with my sweet grandmama :)

today i spend my whole day at granny's , and i'm thankful to god and mama for buying the dvd player to put at her house , cause at least , there's something fun to there , haha , how boring her house , i still love my grandmama to bits ! :)

ok so , i watched ella enchanted to day with my grandma , and of course , like always she'll keep asking questions through the whole movie , haha , but it was fun and it's my second time watching it and i believe i will watch it again cause i love the movie ! with hugh dancy so hot and anne hathaway so pretty , who can resist , besides the movie itself is just fantastic and fun to watch .

( i want them to be together , sooooo bad , even though they look uncomfortable in this picture)

and i bought a bunch of other dvd's to be watched , and one of it is a walk to remember ( eventhough i watched like a kazillion times ) . I hate watching this movie , wait no , i loveeeee it , no i hate it . okay , i love it , fullstop . haha , the reason if i ever hate this movie is because it connects with me and i really felt it and that make me so emotional and keep asking and hoping this movie is just not a movie but it's true , i mean seriously ? that movie was actually too good to be true , but hey ! miracle could always happen anytime ? right ?

soooo , after watching all zee movies , i pulled out avril lavigne's " the best damn thing " album to listen to it , duhh . and i mean avril's ex-husband , deryck , really help her in this album , from producing songs to even be the photographer for this album's cover , from that i can know he really love avril but luck's not on their side .... they divorced ;'( , i really love them being together . and i hope they will be back together .

i just bought a new mp3 , it's cheap rm99.90 , because it's an old model , it's a creative brand and i love cause it's simple and pink ! even though the sound is not as good as sony's but i can still hear songs and it's not that bad .

so that's all for today ,

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,

fatimah azzahrah :D

the pain of growing

woahhh , 18 sounds BIG , actualy it is big , i can't believe i'm 18 ! still , i never actually grow up , i'm not the last kid in my family but i sure act like one , i'll still insist to sit beside the window in the airplane , i still LOVE barbie and still (literally) playing with the doll , i love watching lots of cartoons , and i love watching higglytown heroes , rolie polie olie and other cartoons , these cartoons make me feel safe , from what ? , i don't know , i'm scared of dark and i never sleep with the light off (except when i already fell asleep and somebody switched off the light ) , i love to argue with my siblings over the smallest things and i still imagine stuffs like when i was a kid .

hey world ,
i maybe 18 ,
but that does not mean ,
i can't enjoy myself like i just turned 13 ,
it's 18 ,
i do not have to change a thing
how i want my self to be ,
and this is how i want to be .
to stay and be like a kid ,
cause i know as i grow older ,
i have to grow up for the better ,
and i'll miss being a kid ,
so , i rather be one know ,
for i know , i will always be happy with it ,
for my desicion to be a kid .

okayyyyyy , i know tape hape , but i'm effing 18 ! ahhhhhh :O

i feel so olddddddd , let's play barbie :D


yours till the strawberry shortcake ,
fatimah azzahrah :D

watched it a thousand times , but the feeling is always like the first time i watched it :)

i wish a guy would do the same to me

Happy Birthday Friend ;)

to my lovely lovely friend , Sarah Izuddin

i am here , for by to wish you
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY :D

have a great one and may Allah bless you always :)


xoxo ,
fatimah azzahrah :)

Farah baru 17 ?

yep she just turned 17 , while i'll be turning 18 next week :/



Happy Birthday Farah Nabilah Abdul Rahman :)

have a great birthday and may Allah bless you :) !

i LOVE you girlfriend :)

(there are sure lots of smileys )

yours till the strawberry shortcake ,
fatimah azzahrah

just want to say Happy Birthday SIS

Happy Birthday SISTER ,

may Allah bless you nad have a great one :)


yours till strawberry shortcake ,
fatimah azzahrah ;)